I think i consider myself a pretty independant person. Although there are a few people in my life that I rally towards and can't imagine my life without. I used to have a large circle of friends and as I get older- I see that circle getting smaller and smaller. More intimate. More intense.
A bit over a year ago, My dear friend Michael emailed me, after a period of silence- to tell me had just been diagnosed with cancer. He began his journey of waiting for the surgery, and waiting to start Chemo, and radiation. I had never been around someone that had more peace with such a life altering challenge. He is one of my Life Heros for the way he clung to the Lord.
I would like to think that I would have the kind of steadfast Faith Michael displayed. He isnt married, he doesnt have any kids- he is alot like me- yet he rarely complained. It's as if Michael knew to lean on God- for he is the only true source of comfort we have in this world.
Michael is not a complainer- but as a long distance best friend- I would have felt more helpful if I could have just listened to his struggles, and pains, and fears a bit more.
Yet, I know that it is not my role to be his Savior. Michael already has one.
I say this all, because I feel that there are more people out there that are hurting and dont have a relationship with God. And there are many of us that do, that know what it is like to be lost, to be hurting, to feel void of hope.
My friend Michael has proved to me in a way im sure he dont even know about- that God is the ultimate healer. And as I await the resolution of a current medical issue of mine- I pray that I keep the earthly example my Brother in Christ, Michael, Has set for me.
And that is to lean on God a bit more, and keep my eyes focused on Him to lead me thru day to day.
I love you equally more, Michael.
Julieloo
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